
I am that girl.
I am simple yet complicated.
I'm pure not because I was born with it, because I choose to be it, and yet I have the most complicated mind or heart. Until now Idk which is the complicated one, my heart or my mind? Or both? Or which is more complicated that the other? Or my hormones are just fucked up? Oops. I didn't say fuck not me. HAHA
Well I make it sounds like a bad thing or I didn't, anyway it is not. What is bad, what is good anyway? Who are you to define others, who are you to judge? And again who are you to not?
I am that girl that laughs at everything, anything and even nothing.
I am that girl if god sees me will definitely be dumbfounded. (If there is god.)
I am that girl where everyone sees me and dk they should laugh or cry. Bro, I feel you. Sometimes I feel that about myself too.
I am that girl that don't mind to be crazy. In fact, you know what I'm crazy. Because I nailed it (at being awesome.)
The more I grow up, the crazier I am. (Don't ask me why, I'm also searching for tat answer, told ya probably my hormones r fucked up HAHAHA) Idk why am I laughing don't ask.
I am just this simple. Sometimes, I just want attention and sometimes I want to be alone. Well, sometimes it can be even worse I want both. (Sue me I dare you.) You see? I'm just this simple!!
I am that girl that laughs until I can't breathe and cries a river in the following seconds and smile at you like an idiot and the next second I can turn into a psychopath. (or reverse vision.) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH Hell, What's wrong with cry laughing? Or laugh crying?
I am that girl that have no sense of humor, to me everything and anything can be funny and worth laughing and smiling for. Even seeing you breathing air makes me want to laugh. I am weird I know. This is because I'm awesome.
I am that girl will keep on telling you (if we are close) I'm angel because come on look at me, I'm such a kind lovely person with a pure white nice and kind and generous heart oh, and with a pretty face. (I might even force you to accept it, but who cares it's a fact duh!)
I am that girl the nicest kind of asshole and dumbest kind of smartest person you will ever seen in your life. So don't worry! Cause I'm angel! (OH wait it's a new year I upgraded, I'm god now. Call me goddess MUAHAHHAHA)
I am that girl that keep on telling you I'm pretty / cute / gorgeous but said otherwise in the next second. Because I know I am beautiful in my own definition and wonder am I beautiful in your definition as well. Or I'm just an asshole wanting to hear you say me pretty so just say it! Duh!
I am that girl with insecurities from hell, fears from my own dark monster and struggles from life until I build up my walls like the great wall of China. (or even more). And yet, I am strong enough to stand on my bare feet. And yet, I am strong enough to open up knowing that I'm gonna get hurt but I know I am strong enough. Even though sometimes, I don't feel like it. So please appreciate me if I do so. You have no idea how much it's gonna hurt when you walk away.
I am that girl with no sense of direction even blind people are more trustworthy than I am haha and yet still always like to give people directions. ( cause it makes me feel like a boss jk I just like to mess with people's life. HAHA)
I am that girl who cries easily even seeing an ant dying in a movie makes me cry.
I am that girl can be happy for no reason.
I am that girl can be sad easily especially when I realized my fav restaurant closed. (basically when food is gone for life makes me sad.) But feed me again, and I will be happy.
I am that girl that can be real clingy...cuddle, hugs or even hold hands like my life depends on it and the next second kick you off to Marc, I know I cook the food and you just ate it. But doesn't mean that you don't deserve the kick, so shut up.
I am that girl that sometimes act like a kitten apparently people told me *rolls eyes*. Sometimes I like people pat me, rub my face or I will even rub my face on ur face or hand or idk. I just like people to touch me. Hell even I like to touch myself, I'm so soft. (I'm typing this while rubbing my face on my hand. HA JK GOT CHA or am I?) *winks*
I am that girl will open up to you even knowing I'm gonna be worse than dead if you leave, because I want you to know you are appreciated, always. And if you walk off or if you don't return the same thing to me. I would rather not hold on, I move on and never ever will come back. If you don't fight back for me while I put my whole life just to fight for you. This is goodbye then.
I am that girl that your moms warm about, break my heart and yours will be broken without knowing until you actually feel the pain and realize there's no going back.
I am that girl you will remember for life and regret for not holding tight or not holding at all.
I am that girl that everyone after me that comes into your life have to know me in order to get in to your heart but you knew I'm the only one that can go in / went in that deep, no one else could and deep inside you regret is all that left.
Or not.
Either way I don't care by then. HAHA
I am that girl that forgets easily (or do I?) muahahahahahahahahahah k I'm nuts let me take my medication and I will be right back....
Hi, I'm back, so continue?
I am that girl that wants to keep everything to myself and sometimes wants people to know every pieces of me.
I am that girl that thinks herself is awesome (even maybe she is not oh wait that sounds so wrong cause she is!) To me, awesome is something like being yourself and I am being my fully self. SO I am awesome. I don't know your definition of awesome nor I care. To me being myself is the best and it's awesome. And if you think you are not awesome, let me tell you ARE. So shut up.
So, I am that girl, that girl of my own definition of me.
(Plz ignore any typo, mistake, grammar error, cause sometimes my hand also can't follow my heart.) And mostly.....I'm lazy to do double check HAHA.
So bye!!! Have a nice day xoxo, see you still next update, by you I mean myself haha.